January 2010
27 posts
“I love you more then I value my life, and at the minute, I value my life because you’re in it.”
Australian Body Pillows.
Grace Kathryn Casagrande: "Sure, Frost. Let's do this shit."
Grace Kathryn Casagrande: *clings to* I need a new body pillow.
Grace Kathryn Casagrande: Mine's gone flat. :<
Allen Butt: you know you can buy pretty good ones from australia
Grace Kathryn Casagrande: really?
Allen Butt: theres a pretty good brand name, Butt
Grace Kathryn Casagrande: HAHAHAHAHA
Allen Butt: thier best model is Allen
Grace Kathryn Casagrande: I HAVE TO HAVE ONE
“You may cry a lot, but my world revolves around you, so I guess it rains a lot… I love the rain.”
“It’s the kind of music you listen to when you’re driving in the dark, when no...”
– Me, explaining She Wants Revenge (via petrifiedelectrified)
Your the most beautiful girl to me in the world, and i think you have an amazing personality i love you and i want to see you in real life as soon as possible
I want to cry.
cody_flores1990: hey
crystalwhisker: WAZZUP NIGGA
cody_flores1990: I just got home, bruh
crystalwhisker: Not bad, boiiii.
crystalwhisker: So what's up?
cody_flores1990: Not much. I'm shipping out to Basic Training on April 26th
crystalwhisker: WHAT
cody_flores1990: Yep
crystalwhisker: GOD DAMN IT CODY
cody_flores1990: What?
crystalwhisker: EVERYONES GOING TO THE ARMY WTF
cody_flores1990: It definately seems like that.
Nicknames.
Wally: Sorry poopy, I lost connection
crystalwhisker: It's ok.
Wally: So, nicknames.
crystalwhisker: pumpkin.
crystalwhisker: PUNKIN
crystalwhisker: PUNKIN PIEEEEE
Wally: Noooo.
I have my own rescue team. Do you? ~KDRT~
Why yes. Yes it did.
petrifiedelectrified:
Fuck yeah, being epileptic just got 100x cooler.
Steph: Hehy
Steph: Sorry I didn't respond until just now... I've been speaking with my friend's parents..
crystalwhisker: Cool I guess.
Steph: Yeah.. my friend commited suicide yesterday and I've been talking with her parents...
Steph: I hurt so many people last night...
crystalwhisker: wow. good thing i didnt. two people in one night's bad.
Steph: I hurt so many people that night...
Steph: I'm hurting so bad right now...
Steph: I hurt you.. I hurt my friend...
Steph: I'm a fucking idiot..
crystalwhisker: how old of a friend was this?
Steph: I've known her since...
Steph: 8th grade?
crystalwhisker: wow.
Steph: maybe a little bit before... all I remember was her picking me up off the ground when I got a brick to my head.
crystalwhisker: ouch.
Steph: I'm a fucking idiot...
crystalwhisker: Who's the one you slept with? not her I hope.
Steph: .. Her.
crystalwhisker: Why'd she kill herself, then?
Steph: She called me the morning after asking if we could be more than friends... and I said "No" and she was like "Then what happened last night?" and I said "I honestly don't know. If I recall you were high, too."
Steph: So...
Steph: I broke her heart when times were tough...
Steph: and I'm a fucking idiot and I"ll never forgive myself..
Steph: I'm a fucking idiot...
crystalwhisker: Why did you tell her no?
Steph: Because I told her that it's better off that we remain friends...
Steph: Why did i have sex with her? I don't fucking know...
crystalwhisker: So... She killed herself after you told her no? I think that there might have been more to it than that.
Steph: But that's all i know..
Steph: I've never expected this from her, ever...
Steph: She never gave me any signs...
Steph: She never threatened...
Steph: I've always listened to her and she was always the one smacking sense into me...
crystalwhisker: Usually the people who never threaten are the ones who are going to really do it.
Steph: Yeah..
crystalwhisker: How'd she do it?
Steph: OD.
crystalwhisker: On...?
Steph: Not sure yet, not till toxicology comes back in a couple of weeks..
Steph: They found a lot of pills in her system..
Steph: and she's jaundiced...
Steph: So they think it's Tylenol.
crystalwhisker: That sounds about right.
crystalwhisker: Alcohol?
Meebo Message: Could not IM buddy
Steph: I'm so sick of suicide. I'm fucking sick of it.
Steph: But it happens..
crystalwhisker: It sucks, but if she didn't give any signs and she actually did it, then maybe she deserves to be in a better place.
crystalwhisker: I hope for her sake that there isn't a heaven or hell.
crystalwhisker: ...Or that god is more lenient towards suicide than we're led to believe.
Steph: I believe in reincarnation than anything else.
Steph: and those who commit suicide are souls that want to start over or... They've really given up.
crystalwhisker: From the sounds of things, it would appear that she'd given up.
crystalwhisker: It probably wasn't your fault.
crystalwhisker: Even if you were the last straw, people don't kill themselves over one rejection. So don't beat yourself up.
Steph: It's just really hard to not beat myself up right now...
crystalwhisker: I can understand that.
Steph: I'm so sorry for that night... I'm so god damned sorry...
crystalwhisker: It's fine.
Meebo Message: Could not IM buddy
Steph: I'm so motherfucking sorry and it hurts so bad that I can't take it back...
crystalwhisker: I'll get over. I'm really good at turning off emotion.
Steph: You shouldn't, though... You should embrace them..
crystalwhisker: If I did that, I'd overflow.
Steph: Yet I have some sort of Taoist view on life so, I'm crazy.
crystalwhisker: Not crazy. Steph.
crystalwhisker: Get used to it I guess. It's who you are.
One 18.25 ounce package chocolate cake mix,
one can prepared coconut pecan frosting, 3/4 cup vegetable oil, 4 large eggs, one cup semisweet chocolate chips, 3/4 cup butter or margarine, 1 and 2/3 cups granulated sugar, 2 cups all purpose flour, don’t forget garnishes, such as fish shaped crackers, fish shaped candies, fish shaped solid waste, fish shaped dirt, fish shaped ethylbenzene, pull-and-peel licorice, fish shaped volatile...
